The Inbetween

So who ever is reading this, GO SEE THE LOVELY BONES~! It comes out wide this coming fri Jan 15th and it was so good that I am reading the book and just might see it again with my cousins. What a beautifully made film thats all I gotta say.

I really liked it because it combined several elements that spark my interest in film. The supernatural, the unknown, dying, afterlife, mystery, murder, suspense, and ghosts or spirits of course. I feel like right now in my life I am in the inbetween. I have never not worked, I have always worked since I was 17. I never knew how tough it is to now get a new job until I don't have one at all. I guess that goes with everything in life.

I am gonna stop going out clubbing as much, kinda like skydiving which I have done 3x, I'm kinda burned. I need a constant change in my activies to keep me stiumlated. I think my 2010 focus in my fun entertainment is going to be to take several road trips, esp when it starts getting warmer out again and take hikes and photograph what I see. I am gonna take advantage of my adentourus heart and just do.

See I also used clubbing unlike the norm, I never did nor do I do drugs, I dont drink too much, I go for the music and the dancing. So when I do go, its like a work out in itself bc I am legit NON stop dancing lol. I never used to feel so comfortable dancing, forget it, when I was 18 I just stood in 1 spot. In a way, its like being a comfortable dancer has opened me up in several ways. I feel like I am less uptight and more relaxed.

I just posted my 2010 races, I cut them down to 1-2 Max a month bc of my money situation. I am going to start the yr off with several track races to work on my speed as a base. Then come march I am going to do a couple biathlons to work on my transitions and leg power. Hopefully by then, I will finally have my race bike... I am trying to get a couple jobs lined up in Chelsea the heart of my people lol. Maybe if that works out, the change of the general population of members will better suit me there.

I am really xcited about going to St. Criox, only the only thing that is set is the actually race. I have no flight or hotel yet, but as soon as I pay my parents back and I save a little bit I am bookin. I kno living in the city and finally moving out of Jersey has been on the top of my list for quite some time, but I def want to get this race squared away first. I designed my race schedule in such a way where I am going to be home June, July, and Most of August working and saving. I am gonna cruise the race in June maybe even take top 3 women overall this time bc I have seen such a upward jump in my performance in local elite races. (dont have to worry about trying to win those zipp wheels anymore for 5 yrs lol)

Well, thats all for now....